San Clemente and Catalina Island diving/gifting trip

Scuba Diving is so much fun because it’s challenging, you got to see things where other people will probably not see in their entire life and because we have great opportunities to gift and bless water. YAY!!

Constantin and I spent three days on a live aboard boat - Great Escape, on memorial day weekend. First impression and visuals I got while we arrived on the boat was “TEETH and GUMS”… I was… why in the world I see/get these? Well… Later I found out that quite a few people on the boat worked in the dental field: dentists, hygienists, nurses and so on… Funny!! Everyone brushed their teeth, seing lots of them flossing regularly was fun …

We left Long Beach and headed towards San Clemente island on the first night of our adventure. We are really glad we got to gift Long Beach on our way to San Clemente as we felt it was a MUST.

San Clemente Island or SCI (from Wikipedia) is the southernmost of the Channel Islands of California owned and operated by the United States Navy with public access restricted. The U.S. Navy acquired the island in 1934

It is an active sonar base and has a $21 million simulated embassy for commando training. There is also a U.S. Navy rocket-test facility on San Clemente On few occasions people who went to SCI were turned away by the Navy and Coast Guard in areas that were not restricted according to the schedule. When they asked, the Coast Guard said they were now enforcing an existing law not allowing civil boats from being within 300 yards of the island.

People living on Catalina could hear the navy ships blasting away sometimes. “San Clemente Island has been operated by Navy as a tactical training range and testing area for over 70 years. Tactical training ranges and operational areas provide space and facilities where U.S. military forces can conduct exercises in a safe, controlled environment.

The SCIRC is the cornerstone of tactical training in the Southern California region. The primary purpose of the Complex is to provide readiness training for units and personnel who deploy overseas to meet the national strategy of forward presence and global engagement.

Among the evolving needs that precipitated the proposed action are the need for more training in: littoral warfare, including mine counter-measures; electronic warfare; missile firing; operations in the shore bombardment area (SHOBA), amphibious operations; and Naval Special Warfare.” http://www.globalsecurity.org/military/facility/san-clemente-island.htm Now waters of SCI are gifted and blessed.

San Clemente waters are really beautiful, we got to see a reef wall which was amazingly beautiful. The kelp forest was the highlight of our trip. I love kelp’s energy, very healing and nurturing. People from all over the word come to see kelp forests. In one of our dives a young sea lion with very pretty eyes came very close to us to say hello, perhaps thanking for the gifts. I hope Constantin will post the video clip with the sea lion dancing and inviting us to play with her. I asked the captain about dolphins and he told me they were cruising in front of our boat early morning when we arrived at San Clemente Island while everyone was sleeping. Sweet!! But I wanted to see them!!! So next day I woke up early, meditated and looked for them!!! Here they were!! Not many though, about 8-10 dolphins swimming very relaxed in the calm waters of San Clemente Island. Yeepeee!! They never failed me. I love exchanging healing energies with them!!! Ask and they’ll come, be specific in your INTENT! When I came back home, they showed up in one of my meditations working with me, sending me healing energy.

Yesterday I worked on someone and I felt I needed few extra hands to help me and interesting enough few pair of hands showed up as well as two dolphins. Neat! It was such a great show to watch sea lions playing, they are like kids playing all day long. As I was watching Constantin and his buddy John (a holistic dentist), night diving I saw these flying creatures and asked myself if I see them with my eyes or mind’s eyes. Then I realized they were “real” in 3rd dimension. They were everywhere and sea lions after them. The dive master told me these are flying fish… Flying fish??? OMG!! What a show!! They were everywhere flying to escape their predators - sea lions. They were banging on the boat, one of them landed inside the boat. Flying fish’s pectoral fins are unusually large enabling the fish to take short gliding flights through air, above the surface of the water, in order to escape predators like sea lions. On our way back to Catalina, which was during the night, I woke up by strange bangs on the boat. Water was kinda choppy, big waves, so few scuba tanks fell on the deck. It was abut 2:30 in the morning, and I decided to stay awake until the waters calm a little. I was watching a movie inside the galley while boosting for the waters to calm. At some point I saw a little black creature moving outside on the boat. Next morning one of the crew members asked me if I want to take a picture of the little guy who was resting on my fins. Wow!! That was a little bird , the little black creature I saw that night. It seemed the little guy needed some orgone energy so I started to send him some. After a while he got off the boat, dove and then relaxed in the water. It reminds me of the little bird who followed me to get healing energy when we were at Nevada Test Site. Birds have their way of telling me that they need some healing energy and I enjoy giving them what they need, when they need it.

Another interesting thing happened.

There is an avid scuba diver, Chris who takes underwater photographs and collects marine life for museums. I saw him packing a little star fish and asked him if he happened to see any red star fish, and described the red star fish I saw in one of my vivid dreams. About an our after we discussed about red star fish (blood star) I see Chris coming out of water after a dive, with a funny, disappointed look on his face, asking how in the world I am “dry” because he gave me a red star fish underwater. I told him it was not me as I did not dive that day. He seemed really really puzzled, he could swear he gave me that fish. What happened he gave the red star fish to John who happened to be Constantin’s dive buddy on that dive. However John is way taller then me. I have a feeling that I was bilocating. That day I could not dive but wanted to dive so bad. The whole day I was in a sort of trance, “not quite there“, trying to see what’s under water. So what I did while Constantin and John were diving, was to follow them with my mind (astral body) trying to see what they see underwater. So that could cause Chris to see me and give me the red star fish as I really really wanted to see the red star fish from my dream. Interesting, huh?!! I still giggle when I think of Chris’s face when he saw me “dry”. Chris’s red star fish (blood star): http://diver.net/picture_on_black.shtml?californiadiveboats.com/Peace/2005.07.04/P7043803F2lr.jpg

On the way back to Long Beach I gifted the remaining of the dolphin balls and dolphins’ hearts. The feeling I experienced was accomplishment, really really good feeling, I always feel release, some sort of a big WHOOSH when something big has been gifted, blessed and energy transformed into better.




The ocean is abundant, no other environment approaches abundance like the ocean. You got to see a multitude and diversity of fish, marine life, more then you see above water. It’s just awesome. If you love nature, try diving, it’s really fun! It is challenging and intense but at the same time it’s peaceful and serene. When I am in the water and have my buoyancy adjusted I am weightless, I float. It is an amazing feeling you don’t get to feel on the surface, unless you can levitate. Blessings and Peace, Lilly

Orgone & Sexual Energy

by Yasmine Fatemi
http://www.thewomenwarriors.net/phpbb2/viewtopic.php?t=714

Although the male body and the female body are similar, they are also very different, the difference is complimentary opposite. Everything that is positive within the male body will be negative in the female body and vice versa. This is why when the two opposites meet in deep orgasm, they become one organism.The positive connects to the negative and the negative connects to the positive. They unite and become one...unity.A circle of electricity....energy. This is the attraction of sex.The fascination is not because we are sinners and immoral, but because it is very deep rooted, and very cosmic.


This attraction exists because male and female are half circuits, and it is a tendency in existence to transform anything that is incomplete to be complete.This is the ultimate Universal Law, the tendency towards completion, wholeness, unity. ''Tauhid'' Nature abhors incompleteness, any type of incompleteness, both male and female, are incomplete, they have only one moment of unity and completion, when their electrical circuits become one, when the two are dissolved.This is why the two most important acts are Love and prayer.In love you become one with a single individual, and in prayer you become one with the whole cosmos.


Love and prayer are the same as far as their inner workings are concerned. Understanding what it is that happens when Lovemaking takes place, gives us a clear perception of how orgone is created and generated from the human body.Orgone is afterall -- sexual energy.Life force energy is created within the sexual union it flows through the meridians and fills the body with an increase of energy on a cellular level, the excess energy is gathered in the spinal column, where the kundalini is located, and when orgasm is reached it transforms into a fluid.

The essence of creation...life.Through love making in consciousness, we are able to purify, de-condition ourselves of the energetic disturbances and unbalance, and the bodies will gradually, gratefully return to their male and female polarities.many of our problems, anxieties and illnesses, have their source in sexual issues, when we validate sexuality by being aware, and being in consciousness as nature and God intended, we discover that sex is a healing and spiritual force.yin and yang, dynamic and receptive, positive and negative this means that when man and woman are in sexual union, the bio-energies of the bodies, ie, life force/orgone, create an ecstatic state or sexual experience through the integration of the two polarities. When there is a focused increase of negative entropy, everything in its energy field goes toward order, happiness...bliss.


Imagine our bodies as two magnets, which have the capacity to create an attractive magnetic field in each others presence, instead of being shiny and bright to respond to each other vibrantly, our poles are dusty and rusted, this interferes with the magnetic field and flow of energy between them.


This is what occurs when the two poles are out of balance and when the spiritual aspect of sexual union is not acknowledged, ie, not in consciousness, or when the experience becomes a 3d, lower chakra act, where the focus is on satisfying its own polarity.This union is the recycling and recirculating, of the sexual energy, orgone energy, it returns fresh, sparkling through the core of the body to it's source in the brain.

The body transforms itself into a kind of instrument with an inner fine tuning device that creates fine high vibrational rhythms spiraling upwards.The energy takes an ecstatic flight through all the subtle bodies to penetrate the higher centers. this experience intensifies as polarity deepens, the organs generate sexual energy, much like sending energy from the heart, When the energy is sent outwards toward the subtle bodies and their cosmic arenas.

The energy centers begin spinning and allowing more light to enter through the higher centers, this connects us at the deepest level with the creator, and the experience of sex becomes what God indended, and not one that is a limiting physical ritual.


based on the discoveries of Dr. Wilhelm Reich
original source: http://orgonevibes.blogspot.com/2006/10/orgone-and-sex.html

Christmas in Sedona - Part4

Soldier’s Pass/ Devil’s Sink Hole/ Seven Sacred pools

Devil's Sinkhole

Cristina and I experienced the same pain and pressure in the temples as soon as we got on Soldier’s pass trail. We followed the energy and we saw the Devils’ Sink Hole. Energy was not good and we both got dark “portal” energy. We gifted the big Hole which is around 30-50 feet. Right in the middle of the hole there was a big tree, and as soon as Cristina blessed the hole with orgone, we could see the dark energy being released. Cristina said it was an unhealthy “yin” type of energy.

I added a few more gifts and we felt some relief although the energy was still stagnant. I had a "meteorite" vision creating this hole long time ago.





Seven Sacred pools
We were comparing the 7 natural pools with chakras and we decided to meditate on earth charkas. The energy was purple all around us and Cristina and I could see the same hour glass (DNA structure) type of energy emanating from the earth. There were some personal chakras unblocking happening while meditating and again we’ve been visited by birds. We've noticed lots of birds on our trip trying to communicate with us.

While meditating I got the message that the three of us have to go back to the Devil’s Sink Hole and send (boost) a lot of energy and prayers in order to close the portal.
The “power of three” holding hands closed the portal. I felt a strong push coming from the hole and then a strong magnetic pull, while my whole body was vibrating. We felt a huge relief and saw the swirling energy sinking into the earth in a spiral motion. As I opened my eyes I saw rays of energy emanating from the mountain. The “hole” got healed and our head pressure ceased.

Cow Pies - Schnebly Hill Road
This vortex asked for an orgone companion made with heart chakra stones: chrysoprase - a stone which brings balance, stability, higher consciousness, a heart chakra energizer, aventurine - which shields from vampirism of heart chakra, jade - a purifier, and other heart center stones.

The energy was not so strong comparing with the previous vortices but I felt a huge relief after I blessed the vortex with its orgone companion.
Cristina felt there is a connection between the Cow Pies and Planet Mars.

DAY 3
We left Sedona and headed towards Grand Canyon.
On our way to Grand Canyon there was a car behind us and the one(s) inside the car sent nasty beams towards our car. Constantin and I had a sharp pain in the head for a few seconds until we boosted back and the car finally passed us.
There were lots of tourists on the South Rim and the energy didn’t feel as good as Sedona’s, probably because of the large numbers of tourists. Constantin and I gifted Grand Canyon two years in a row and this time Cristina had to give her blessings to the Canyon.

Christmas in Sedona - Part3

DAY 2
We started by hiking the Devil’s Bridge trail. Devil’s Bridge is the largest natural sandstone arch in Sedona area with heavenly sights. We really enjoyed the hike and the vortexes vibes except the top of the mountain under the Arch where Cristina and I became suddenly very dizzy.
Cristina and I meditated for global peace. I kissed a dolphin ball good bye after the meditation and offered it to the vortex while Constantin got busy hammering and earth pipe. I was getting that theDevil’s bridge arch was under a witch spell so we worked to undue the spell by replacing the devil name with God, from now on it will be called God’s bridge.
Cristina saw a rock resembling the Romanian rock called “the sphinx” and she got a connection between this rock, the Egyptian sphinx and the Romanian sphinx, perhaps a ley line connection.

Next trip: Boynton Canyon vortex, deadman pass trail, RedRock secret mountain Boynton Canyon is considered by some to be the most "electro-magnetic" and most powerful of the four vortexes in Sedona. It is my favourite vortex and the view at the top is magical, feeling absolute freedom. At the base of the mountain I felt pressure in my temples. Like other vortexes this one received an unique companion, a dolphin ball and few other strong gifts. It sems like there is a lot of underground stuff going at the Secret Mountain. There are reports of a joint-operational underground city and facility under the Enchantment Resort in Boyton Canyon, where clone-like men in black have been seen, along with unusual electromagnetic vortex phenomena. Black military helicopters have been spoted in the area. Ohhhh...

This wonderful vortex asked for an orgone companion made out with 5 double terminated crystals and lots of garnet- an energizer stone which brings serenity and balance, (Red garnet represents LOVE).
Cristina and I mediated focusing on earth healing and after a few minutes we could hear birds chirping happily next to us. Cristina chose a meditating spot next to a tree and a few minutes later birds parked on the tree chirping very happy.
I chose a spot where I became one with the rock. I took my hiking boots off to get grounded, and immediately felt an energy shift, my whole body started to vibrate strongly.
I saw violet-purple spiraling energy emanating from the earth and got the message where to place my gift. It was an awesome loving energy I was experiencing. After I offered my gift to the vortex, I heard a bird squeaking.

“Black helicopters have been sighted around Boynton and Secret Canyon near Sedona, Arizona (THIS WEBMASTER'S COMMENT: I have physically seen the Black Helicopters in Sedona as well as unexplainable other lights at night in this same area !). A man living in Long Canyon has sighted a lot of strange things in the canyon areas, and residents suspect a secret government installation has been established in, of all places, Secret Mountain! One of my investigators hiked to Secret Canyon late one night and was stopped by a voice on a loudspeaker and a laser-targeting light on his chest. He was told he had entered a restricted area and to turn around and leave.”
- source: http://www.angelfire.com/nc/HUMMINGBIRD1/inner/inner.html To be continued Lilly

Christmas in Sedona - Part2

Cathedral Rock Vortex
The energy at this vortex strengthens the feminine side and things related to this side: kindness, receptiveness, compassion, patience.
As we were traveling towards Cathedral Rock, Cristina and I felt pressure and strong pulsations in the forehead and eyes. The third eye chakra was opening. I felt a surge of energy moving up and down inside my body, activating my chakras, in particular the third eye and sacral charkas. The energy was very strong at the base of the rock and as we were hiking, the energy smoothened. Constantin and Cristina gifted this vortex as they really needed to get in touch with their feminine side. I asked the rock if it needs my gifts (I had extra gifts) and I got a “NO” answer. I tried to gift the rock in spite of the answer received and the result was I hit my head on the tree. Next time I will listen to my higher self. because NO means NO!

The unique vortex companion which Constantin gifted, had a big crystal with baby crystals (parenting crystal) , smokey quartz - a stone which grounds spiritual energies, relieves fear, neutralize negative energy, malachite which brings subconscious wisdom, peace, protection, healing, peridot and green fluorite which are healing stones. Cristina offered the vortex a dolphin ball. Cristina and I meditated at this vortex for healing/cleaning the planet, lifting the matrix veil. Interesting enough, Cristina’s veil lifted up and she attained etheric sight. It was the first time she saw human aura. She could see aura and energy emanating from the Rocks, something similar with clouds emanating from the rock structure. She also saw the rocks moving in slow motion, a similar vision I had at the Bell Rock vortex. She offered an orgone toy to the vortex and the vortex gifted her with etheric sight. I saw purple swirling energy emanating from the earth while my higher self kept communicating with me receiving personal messages.

The powerful forces of the vortexes (vortices) affect many juniper trees which have severely twisted trunks and branches.
Airport Mesa Vortex As we were heading towards the airport I had a sharp pain in my left temple coming from the towers at the airport. Towers and the Masonic Lodge at the airport were taken care of. The Airport vortex asked for an orgone companion made with upper charkas soothing and calming stones, probably because the vortex strengthens the masculine side and it needs balance. The vortex companion needed blue lace agate, lepidolite - a “stone of transition” which brings cosmic awareness, moonstone - a feminine stone associated with psychic abilities and other soothing stones. We all felt strong energy in our hands, I felt my feet tingling strongly, like electric current was going thru my feet. I felt my first chakra opening. On top of the rock - a place where you can see all four main vortexes, my body started to vibrate strongly and had a very funny bouncing sensation inside my body, the energy was moving up and down very fast. Here we met a psychic woman, which I bonded very well with. She told us many native Indians committed suicide at the Spaceship Rock and she didn’t like the energy there. I told her that I had a vision of spirits of dead people over there. Glad we gifted that place. Because we bonded so well she chose to gift me instead of gifting the vortex, she gave me a nice pine tree cone. During that night in my sleep I was present astrally at the Airport vortex. We all felt very energized and after few hours of hiking and good gifting, we finished the day having a yummy Mexican dinner.
To be continued ...